All's Well That Ends Well

I've made the right decision. We've made the right decision.
If our love is in the colour of white, we have saved it from being tainted by other colours.

You,
Calm me down whenever im nervous,
Remind me whenever I've forgotten.

and for that,
i love you.


Thank you. You complete me.

Durian Oh Duriannn

Ok this may sound pathetic to those yg ade kat Malaysia, tp I'm super duper happy sb dpt beli durian td!!! Dah almost 2 years okay tak menjamah my fav fruit tu. kul 6pm ni ade kelas so takle makan lg. kang bau satu kelas lak bile burp. lol. tak sabar nk makan ni.


Ok, roti canai dh dpat, karipap dah dpt, masak lemak cili api pun dah, ayam percik dah. mangga pun dah. sabtu ni nasi kerabu pulak (thank god MASCA includes food mase beli tix theatre tu).

In conclusion dah dapat dh ape yg teringin n kempunan nak makan. Bile nk siapkan assignment CLB006 ni, cik Nisa??? No excuses dh pasni. cepat buat!!!

I thank U

for coming back to my life.
This time, I wont let you go, not until you tell me to.




I Will Be (by Avril Lavigne)

There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe cause your here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Here with me do you see your all I need

And I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK


*** this song is like a vow i made to u. So each time u hear it, remember me, remember what i've told you***

Happy Days!

Life's good. Alhamdulillah. Enjoying every moment of it.

Ketika Hati Menangis, Bulan pun Berteriak Duka

Esok, genap sebulan abah pergi.
Tapi hari ini baru hati rasa kehilangan.

Maaf abah, bukan niatku utk meratapi pemergianmu.
Tapi sayu bila terkenangkan ketiadaanmu. Pilu merasi kehilanganmu.
Terkilan bila terfikirkan tak byk yg aku lakukan utkmu sewaktu kau masih bernafas.

Ampuni aku Tuhanku, tak berniat utk menyanggah takdirMu.
Harus kesedari, ketika Engkau mengambil dia dari sisiku, Engkau telah meyediakan sesuatu yg lebih baik utk diberikan kpdku.



Abah,
nantikan kepulanganku untuk menziarahimu.
wpun kali ini tak dpt kudengari suaramu, ku tahu, kau mendengariku.

Rest Well, Dad.

Since u left so sudden, im sorry that there might be things u wanted to hear from me i didnt have the chance to say.

Yeah, i love you dad. That goes without saying.

I'm sorry that i didnt do much things for you.

I'm sorry that I wasn't by your side most of the time.

I'm sorry that I wasn't there to hold your hands when you were fighting for your life.

When i look back, I could see that u were such a strong person, to have to live alone for almost 14 years. I'm so proud of you and with that, I promise, someday I'll make u proud. Hope you rest in peace in there. My prayers will always be with u.

Ajariku Rahasiamu

Dah banyak yg aku simpan
Ada byk yg ingin aku luahkan
tapi pada siapa?

ada yg sudi mendengar,
tp siapa yg sudi memahami?

aku,
ada dia yg mencintai
ada dia yg sudi berada di sisi
ada dia yang menghargai
seharusnya aku bahagia.
seharusnya aku CUBA untuk bahagia.

B.a.h.a.g.ia - itu yg ku cari.
semakin aku kejar semakin jauh ia pergi.
hanya keraguan yg bersarang dihati.


keliru,
aku benar keliru
sesekali bila kenangan lama datang,
aku hanyut.
aku relakan diri hanyut.
salah.
memang salah aku.
tapi,
bukan kuasa aku untuk menghalang semua itu.
sudah beribu batu aku berlari,
lari dari kisah silam yg sedih,
namun sesakali bila tersungkur,
aku masih memandang ke belakang,
mengharapkan ada yg dtg mengejar.

aku,
manusia yg lemah,
ketika membuat berjuta kesilapan,
aku hanya belajar seribu dari semuanya.


aku,
manusia yg cuai,
selalu membuat luka,
tapi hanya mampu mengungkapkan kata maaf.


seharusnya,
hati tak perlu berdusta,
seharusnya,
tiada rasa yang mesti tersiksa.
tapi beginilah aku.
menyimpan seluruh rasa tak tertanggung.